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[20 Oct 2007|10:57pm] |
Midterms passed. I did well on all of them. Now I am stuck with this horrifying comparison paper for my art history class. I still haven't decided on the works to compare...I'm stuck between two different options as the clock ticks away.
I had all day to really get going on it but I went shopping and procrastinated instead.
At least all of this will be out of my hair when I leave.
Ny in 4 days!
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[10 Sep 2007|09:43pm] |
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To me, God is one. Everything is god, and there is an energy to everything that can be felt. We are all made of the same “stuff”. Culture, religions, these are just barriers keeping us from experiencing the beauty and wholeness that humanity has to offer. For some reason we constantly create separation…perhaps this is a result of our search to define ourselves in this universe. There is a constant struggle between the ego and the spirit. The ego wants to be heard, wants to win in arguments and scholarly debates, and yet the spirit yearns for unity. These two constantly battle one another. Our current society supports both separateness as well as unity. Unity is supported WITHIN our specific groups. For example within a fellowship, unity is promoted. But outside of “groups”, we have problems unifying with one another, so there is where we accept separateness. This separation is everywhere. From church to church, and country to country. I think it’s interesting that we teach our children that everyone is equal. To love and accept people of different races, religions and backgrounds…yet when we look at the state of our world it becomes clear that we can’t even do that ourselves. We preach beliefs that on some deeper level we feel to be true, yet we cannot demonstrate them...
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[21 Dec 2006|08:37pm] |
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Saturday I go to Sacramento.
Tuesday I fly to Huntington Beach.
Staying in Claremont and Huntington Beach.
I'll be back new years eve.
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[13 Dec 2006|06:38pm] |
This is it. Everything is different now. I guess it already was, but EVERYTHING changes now.
I've always needed change, but this by far feels like the biggest decision I've ever made. In the blink of an eye, your whole life can change forever.
I feel like I'm looking into my future and it's a pitch black hole. I have no idea what will come of it, or where life is going to take me.
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[13 Nov 2006|09:04am] |
This weekend has been so surreal.
Hospitals are bizarre places. I have always felt uncomfortable and out of place in them. I didn't expect to find myself in one on a Saturday night.
A place where people come into this world as well as leave.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v511/Buckatropolis/file-4.jpg></center>
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[05 Nov 2006|07:15pm] |
My weekend has been wonderful. This weekend was very decadent consisting of Citizen cake, sushi with oysters, sake, plum wine. I don't know where life is going right now but I'm enjoying every second of the journey..
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[29 Oct 2006|02:26pm] |
The earlier part of yesterday was fun. Alia, Chels and I went to citrus club and the beach. It was so beautiful and warm that we ended up stripping down to our underwear and swimming in the ocean. It was amazing. We got hot chocolate aftewards soaking wet and covered in sand. Those are the times I live for. Being young and doing whatever I want with no attachment or care in the world in that moment.
Last night was the fashion show at tommy lee's club crash.
It was actually pretty fun until 2, when things got ridiculous. What was supposed to be an exclusive area obviously wasn't safe enough because a lot of people's belongings were stolen. Everyone was drunk...the bodyguards were creeps. There were hundreds of people waiting outside to get in..I really don't know why. So I left having lost my camera and cell phone.
Christian was waiting for us outside though to give us a ride home though which was a relief.
I'll post pictures from the show later...
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[26 Sep 2006|03:20pm] |
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I have vowed never to shop at forever 21 again..or h&m.
I was standing in line at h&m yesterday with a shirt only to look down and see loose threads dangling everywhere. Why should i buy something that's mass produced AND already falling apart?
Not only that, but my forever 21 clothes look awful after being cleaned a few times.
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[20 Sep 2006|12:31pm] |
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Today is yet again a beautiful, gorgeous day. There is no fog in the city. My philosophy teacher is on a trip so I had a break and sat out in the sun with Julia in Marin.
Yesterday I got sushi with Deb and Julia, ate in the park and then went to the beach where I lost my glasses! So, I'm getting new ones, but first I have to get a new prescription. I think I'm going to get Chanel frames this time. And I'll probably get back up glasses in a month or two so this does not happen. If you're driving in the city you better watch out, cuz I'm driving without my glasses!
I gotta take care of the babies later on today, I think I'll take them out for sushi.
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[12 Sep 2006|04:38pm] |
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Last night we went to the canvas and they were doing a presentation on alternative energy sources. Ask a scientist. It was interesting.. even though the "scientist" would dodge the questions that she didn't know the answers to. I also really HATE how environmentalists and most scientists/mathematicians dress. Drabby Shabby. Your color palette does not have to consist of taupe and grey just because you have an important job.
The Canvas gets so crowded.
Anng's moving into my apartment! Dinner parties! Cocktail parties! (you get the picture)
It's seriously so hot!
It's going to be boiling in marin tommorrow.
I want to go swimming!
Blah, I think I'm going to go get some wheatgrass to try and nail this virus.
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Nick loved Japan so much he's been tossing around the idea of going there for a semester. They have one of the best printmaking programs in the world.
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[05 Sep 2006|09:44pm] |
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He Nickyyyy just brought me wine, chocolate and a magazine home because I've "been working so hard."
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[03 Sep 2006|04:42am] |
I hAVENT Been up this late in like 2 weeks.
LAWD HAVE MERCY
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[24 Aug 2006|06:31pm] |
I love hanging out with Lani. She is a wonderful, wonderful person. We went out to sushi, and then to coffee, then walked around the mission. I was afraid she wasn't going to want to talk about what is going on, but she did and it was fine. I want everything to get better for her, she is wonderful, she deserves the absolute best.
She might be moving to the city, maybe even staying with us for a while..and I really hope she does.
She brought me a bunch of makeup from the balm too! I'm really excited.
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